It has been an intense emotional roller coaster for the last two weeks and a few days. This is the most intense, continuous, and intolerable pain I have ever felt. I cannot never express to anyone to experience it out.
Kayla Flockhart Green
I was admitted to Erlanger Hospital for bed rest at 24 weeks and 4 days pregnant with quadruplets, anticipating a lengthy stay while I awaited the birth of my babies. Convulsions began softly that first night but quickly became more intense and frequent. I made an effort to remain strong and held back from telling the nurses right away. After some time they started to keep an eye on me. My cervix was dilating, but an ultrasound revealed the babies were growing. Despite my fear, I had hope.
Things rapidly got out of hand. I was more dilated and experiencing severe contractions by Saturday. The doctors determined that an emergency cesarean section was required. I wasn’t prepared to give birth so soon, and I was scared and devastated. It was terrible that Kenny couldn’t be with me because I had to be put under anesthesia. I repeatedly begged the medical staff to take care of my infants.
Kayla Flockhart Green
Kenny was there when I woke up, but she was unable to share the girls’ news right away. He later informed me that although our boys were fighting in the NICU, my two daughters had not survived because they were too young to be saved. There were no words to describe the heartbreak. I will always be thankful that Kenny and our parents were able to spend that time with our girls as they breathed their last. We held and bid farewell to our angels for priceless moments.
Kayla Flockhart Green
We went to see Elijah and Brock in the NICU the next day. Brock’s living brusquely immobile, but Elijah remained doing well. He died in our arms, despite the efforts of the doctors to save him. Our domestic was overwhelmed, and the discomfort was intolerable. As we took care of Elijah, our miracle baby, the days that followed were characterized by heartbreak, tears, and moments of hope and fear.
Kayla Flockhart Green
One of the most difficult things we have ever done was to plan the memorial for our three angels. Every day we miss them; the sight of infants, expectant mothers, or even baby objects makes us feel depressed. My stomach’s bareness serves as a repeated cue of their nonattendance.
Kayla Flockhart Green
We have faith in God’s plan in spite of this heartache. We are confident that Elijah will overcome his obstacles and that our narrative will uplift and console those who are grieving. I am immensely appreciative of the incredible hospital staff, our community’s support, and Kenny’s unwavering love and care.
Kayla Flockhart Green
Satisfy last to pray for Elijah and for us. Our beloved Brock, Kinsley, and Lexi will always be missed and loved. Until we cross paths again.
Kayla Flockhart Green
With affection, Mom and Dad
