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I Looked Into Her Blank Eyes and Knew: A Mother’s Fight for Her Shaken Baby Syndrome Survivor with Cerebral Palsy and Blindness

I Looked Into Her Blank Eyes and Knew: A Mother’s Fight for Her Shaken Baby Syndrome Survivor with Cerebral Palsy and Blindness

Life can untwist and challenge a person’s soul’s limit instantly. However, unchanging power can emerge from unspeakable pain. This story exemplifies the strength of love, resiliency, and the determination to persevere when all seems lost. Keeping brightness alive turns into an extreme act when everything is dark and there are no answers.

Healing creates a life around the scars, full of perseverance, purpose, and calm bravery, but it does not remove them. Every battle turns survival into an insistence: the fight is far from over, and the story isn’t over.

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Sierra Hunt, a mother of two beautiful children, tells her tale of how her world was shattered seconds before a disaster. On May 26, 2017, her three-month-old baby girl was hospitalized. She was with her estranged husband and her father before she was admitted to the hospital. She was instructed to head straight to the hospital at work. Before Sierra went to the hospital, her mother contacted her multiple times. Sierra’s mother contacted her again on the way to the hospital, and when she answered, she was sobbing and screaming.

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At this moment, every parent could be confused and in a panic that their child is in the hospital and a critical condition. Sierra’s situation was the same; nurses and doctors asked her many questions at the ER. Sierra was shocked and didn’t know how to react.

Sierra’s child was soon to be transferred to a children’s hospital. Then the haunting call came: the toddler had died in the ambulance from cardiac arrest. The mother was instructed to bid farewell when she returned to the hospital. She fell to her knees, held her toddler’s hand, and prayed; when the medics discovered a pulse, they stabilized her. 

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Doctors at the children’s hospital determined that the toddler had shaken baby syndrome. The mother was shocked and asked her ex-husband about it, but he denied involvement. She spent days looking into other options since she couldn’t accept what had happened. The moment when she learned that her ex had failed a lie detector test hit home for her. 

Despite being on life support for two weeks, her daughter surprised everyone by breathing on her own. Sierra’s child is opening her eyes, and she began to move again once. She was released after four weeks, and the mother was granted custody of both children. Existence turned into blurry, sleepless nights, medical appointments, and constant caregiving.

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Sierra had to learn everything from the start because her child had lost eyesight, and she was new to everything, including how to raise a child with special needs. Appreciation goes to all the parents in the world who have exceptional children. It is difficult to handle things like this and to move on from this kind of difficulty. Sierra gave up her job to focus just on raising her daughter.

There was a significant emotional cost. Nights were spent with one’s tears, coughing fits, and screaming. She occasionally mourned the passing of the daughter she had known, wishing she had smiled, whispered, and cuddled without any medical devices.

The child continues to fight and live despite being diagnosed with terrible conditions like gastroparesis, cerebral palsy, and blindness. Forgiveness is the central part of life because it can do things that could not be imagined.

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Despite never having been found guilty, her father was only permitted to visit under the eye of her mother. Sierra decided to forgive him, let go of her suffering, and start the healing process.

Her daughter experienced another unfortunate crisis a year after the initial incident, displaying symptoms of organ failure. She might not make it through emergency surgery, doctors said. Sierra was discharged and left the hospital after 88 difficult days, ignoring expectations again.

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As a single parent, Sierra is raising a shaken toddler survivor today. Her life was full of hurdles, but it was also full of courage and optimism. She urges people to never leave their children with someone who displays symptoms of addiction or abuse. She focuses on her love, her fight, and her daughter’s resolve to live even though she may never fully understand what happened that evening.

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